I hate the way you look at me.
And the way you act so weird.
I hate the way you have no clue.
I hate it when you're far, not near.
I hate your stupid everything.
And the way you have no fears.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-
It even makes some tears.
I hate the way I talk to you.
I hate it when you're mad.
I hate it when you make me happy.
Even worse when you make me mad.
I hate it that you're just my friend.
And the fact that you don't care.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit.
It's just not fair.

**what is love?**
Love is seeing him how no one else does
Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly
Love is thinking about him day and night
Love is when he means the world to you
Love is when noone else nos how you feel
Love is the best feeling u can feel.

You said you knew I loved you
And I thought it was true!
But come to find out,
I never loved you
I know love don't last forever
But I still wanted to try
All the pain and tears I still had left to cry
My best friend said it wouldn't last
But I thought she was just mad at me
Then I got real mad at her
And said just wait and see
I guess she was right in the first place
That I should have kept my distance from you
But if she saw you like I did she would love you too!
My head said you should try it
But my heart said, yet again
That I should have listened to the voice of my best friend!!!
Well know my heart'z in pieces becuz of one thing: the male race!!!

Neva say I love u
if it isn't really there
Neva talk bout feelings
if you really don't care
Neva hold my hand
if u'r gonna break my heart
Neva say u are gonna
If u dont plan to start
Neva look into my eyes I
f all u do is lie
Neva say hello
If u realy mean goodbye
If u realy mean foreva
Then please say ull try ..
Never say forever..
Because forever makes me cry..

I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

I loved you once
I loved you twice
But you just weren't very nice
So i moved on with some fear
And all i got was just a tear
But you taught me one thing i'll always enhance
That sometime's life only gives you one chance
So take that courage when it does
Take it and don't be like i was
Cause now i want you back
But I really don't see that!

Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, a
nd maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.

Sometimes I remember
When we were together
Everything was perfect
In each and every way
You loved me forever, and more each day
I should have known
It was too good to be true
I held my head high
And tried and tried, to say goodbye
I thought about our memories
And all the good times
The times I had you So tight in my arms
And knew that it was true
That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do

i should have thought faster
i didnt have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while im slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and im completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye.

*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak* *as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand hand and hand*
*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*

What happened?
Im not sure
Everyone asks
I tell them I dont know
Every time I see you
You look right through me
Was something ever there to begin with?
Yes. No. I still cant let go.
I keep trying
But youre locked in my heart
You took my breath away with your smile
You broke my heart with your silence
I wish you would talk to me
Just be a friend
Things have happened
And I needed someone to talk to
Thats when I wish you were still there
Im done trying to get something back thats ove
r But Im still here for you
Forever